Friday, November 13, 2009

You are amazing. Simply amazing!

Hey He-man,

I couldn't have brought myself to write this. It hurts my ego. I have met people along the way. To some I have been good, to others I have been great and to others a bit spiteful. You know here that I am very good to myself and wouldn't go to the extent of hurting myself. It's been tough for me to suspend my ego and let my emotions come to the fore. Sometimes. Only sometimes. At those times I have lost myself. The self I prize myself to be. But look at you. You went away, faraway. You tossed you turned, you stirred, you groaned. God knows what else! (sorry for laughing at you) but you still remain the same. Ready to be lost again. Ready to love, loathe, lie, lie (:)), lust, live. Yes live. You live you live in your today in your yesterday and in your future. You'll live. I am not trying to give you a push. But yeah, you can say I am trying to give you a push again :) You live not in your past but in your present. At the moment. I love you still. You know that.

Kisses

Cecilia